I’m totally scared of Halloween. I always have been. Sure, I dressed up some when I was young but it was always something like a doctor or a football player.
Costumes are so scary and freaky these days. I was in the store the other day and saw costumes for children that were frightening.
And, with this whole clown business…
The stores in my little town have pulled everything clown related from the shelves.
The boy that’s away at school, is struggling. He’s very homesick and has actually been quite sick. I think it’s from all the stress.
He’s contemplating transfer back to be closer, even though he’s in his senior year.
The two boys that live here are doing pretty well. The one that is still in college is playing football and doing great! He’s a wide receiver and has been able to start every game.
I wish that I could go to more of his games but there’s the Ducks.
The boy that I’ve been with the longest met a guy and they were having a really good time getting to know each other. The guy he met, knew our relationship from the beginning as we were all together when they met.
However, he gave my boy an ultimatum and said that he needed to choose between him and me. My boy said, no.
In my experience, people often think open relationships are so cool and hip and they think it sounds like the best situation ever.
They soon realize that they can’t share but think they can be the one to change the poly persons heart.
True love doesn’t sway.
Here are some pics gathered over the last few weeks.
I had to leave the game before halftime. The Ducks were down 28-0 to the Huskies and I just couldn’t do it.
I don’t remember the last time I left a Ducks game early. Maybe sometime during college…
You know, drinking too much and having to leave the game. Yeah, been there, done that.
I also don’t remember ever drinking too much and not remembering the second half.
That was many, many moons ago.
So, the boy.
I know I said I was smitten the other day and at that moment, I was.
I’m kinda over it now.
I’ve known him for over a year. We met in a panties chat group on Kik and we’ve chatted here and there, obviously attracted to each other and I always felt like we connected on another level besides just physical.
He’s kind, positive, smart and just a good soul.
He also looks very good in my panties.
Like most things, I get very passionate and I get this laser like focus. This time on the boy.
However, four days later, just like a lot of things, I lose interest.
It’s not that I don’t think he’s fabulous because I really do. It’s more that I’ve moved on to something else that is shiny and new and has grabbed my attention for the next four days.
Putting the finishing touches on my room.
I know, how can I replace the feelings and emotions I have for another human for completing my room transformation.
I do that kind of shit all the time.
I’ve always blamed my ADHD and you know, it could be part of the reason. I think another part of the reason is that I just get bored and instead of being one of those people that gets stagnant, I flutter around and land somewhere for as long as my attention will allow.
It’s a wonder that one of my boys has been around for seven years. I mean like it literally blows my mind.
But, then again, I’ve had the same friends since I was in diapers.
I do realize that I haven’t posted a legit post in weeks. I’d like to claim that work and the boys have me just crazy busy and well, it’s true.
It’s also been taking quite a bit of my time to keep up and respond to everyone on Kik, Instagram, snapchat, and tumblr.
I guess you can say that I just haven’t been able to manage my time well which doesn’t make sense since one of my boys did move away and that means that I have two more evenings to myself but where does all the time go?!
I’ll tell ya where it goes….
I met a new boy!
Well, he isn’t new. Ha! I’ve known him for quite some time but we’ve been talking a lot more over the last week or so that’s where this girl has been!
I’m completely smitten.
So, the Ducks.
They are now 2-3 and when I say they have three losses…. I also mean that they have lost three in a row.
I don’t know what to say about that.
I’m not a fair weather fan and I’m not gonna blame staffing or officiating.
In fact, I’m not going to blame anyone and just remember back in the day when the Ducks would win 3 games in a season.
Oh, the polyps.
I went to see the radiologist and had an ultrasound done and they determined that I do not have polyps and that I have a mass that is 3cm.
I have been referred to OB/GYN and I have an appointment on November 1st.
I refuse to think about it and just wait to get the results from my appointment next month.
Here are some random pics I’ve taken over the last couple weeks that I wanted to share with you guys.